Need to post something to rid my friend's page of something. Zzzz.

Anyway 5 more weeks to go! Time flies and my colleague was saying by the last week I'll be saying I miss them already. Ha ha quite true, esp since we've gotten closer now.. 4th week at Marcomm alrdy, zoom zoom dem fast! Love it here at marcomm, I shall keep quiet and not say anything about going to other departments heh.

The office is extremely quiet w.o my noisy colleague opp me - there's only 6 of us in the office right naooooo. My thighs and back and arms ache very badly, must be because of Saturday and I need to run around the mall in a while.. Anw! Sat was awesomeeeeeeeee shitz phuture never fails, although there's a tad too many boys around ZZZ. the girls tried the super flamo and it really flamed us. ha ha! Can't wait for moreeeeeeee partying time after J's exams :D

& on a sidenote, re-thinking my life and what I wanna do in future.. If things work out, then maybe..

 Can everyone stop telling me it's going to get better when clearly, it hasn't been the case? I've tried my best already but I have no idea why I get this kind of treatment/workplace/job. It gets demoralizing day by day and when I try to talk about it, I realize not everyone understands what I'm trying to say or why I'm so upset with the whole thing. I'm not expecting a lot right now, I just want things to do, to be able to account to myself, my lecturer and my grades. You have no idea how I'm feeling right now, it's so bad that I cry myself to sleep everyday, wake up with swollen eyes and try to pretend everything is okay, go to work, come back feeling worse and the cycle repeats. I'd rather I work in a retail shop when I can still serve customers and arrange goods even when there're no customers. I just need things to do. 

I still have 8 more weeks. Really need time to fly. 

Had the most demoralizing day ever - yesterday. But it was still good in a way because I get to see all the schoolmates, and in school. Didn't get to hang out with the girls proper though, was pretty much looking forward to it..

Talking to Sam Tan always makes me feels like shit at first, then opening my eye up to different things. Just need to have a good cry and everything will be okay. Things will look up, yes no yes? Yes. Lunched with Kev Sam and Jyong and movie-ed with Eve, Lao Fu Zi and Da Fan Shu. ha ha the twins of the day made my day just laughing at them.

Had a stupid quarrel with the PMS-y mum yesterday and made me ruined my plans for the night. As usual, and as like before, sent a text and got no reply. Whatever happened to " Im still here, jst that i wasnt there does not mean i left. Hope youl understand." Hate myself for giving in to you and believing you still time after time. Thanks tho to JY for talking to me and smelly head for sending me cyber tissues to cheer me up.

Appreciated much.

8 more weeks. I will get through this. 

Hellooooo looks like I've been neglecting this space since forever.
SIP started, oh wait did I say that already? Sighhh. Past week was torturous simply because I have nothing to do. Feels like I'm there to obstruct people's usual work routine and kinda like an "extra". Super dread going to work everyday 'cos I have to find things to do and act busy just because my seat is smacked right in front of the centre manager.

BUT I finally see hope yesterday after my manager talked to me. Seriously, I was so elated that I quickly texted India Boy about it and smiled for the rest of the day. Finallyyyyy can look forward to going to work. My colleagues are however, super duper nice to me, always asking me to go for breaks and even home early, ask me to go see a doctor blablabla.

Talking about seeing a doctor. I've been having this irritating sore throat for 2 weeks. 2 bloody weeks. And finally finally, seems like it's getting better. (: Met JY (the male one) for dinner yesterday and BOY, was it good. Not just the food, but the company. Missed hanging out with people my age and just laughing out over silly things, dressed in casual and my oh-so-comfortable sneakers. ;)

& I can finally collect my Hello Kitty phone. AWESOME. Gonna go sell the OMNIA in a while, but I need to figure out how to transfer all my messages into the computer. SUPER MEGA SAD if I have to delete all of them ):

LOOOONG WEEKEND AHEAD. Kick-started it with awesome supper at Swee Choon with JS and SF yesterday. Sweeeeeeet. Super miss Swee Choon, been SO LONG since I last went there. Missing my girls again, even though I just met them on Wednesday for a quick catch up. MORE OF THEM PLEASE. Miss you all so freaking much ):

Anyhows, I've retired from clubbing. YES. Am gonna miss out on so much funnnnn. But wells, I've had my good share of fun over this past 7 months of clubbing. LOTS OF DRAMA & I can't stand it further. But these last few times of clubbing was awesome shitz, I'll come back when there's a birthday to celebrate :>

I'M WORKING IN BUGIS OFFICE TOWER, JIO ME FOR LUNCH IF YOU HAVE OFF-DAYS! ('Cos sometimes I can go for longer-than-my-usual-1-hr breaks. heeeheee)

 
SIP started and it wasn't too bad at all. Colleagues are fun, supervisors are friendly and take good care of me.
Thank God tomorrow is Friday! Party on Saturday, chalet on Sunday.
I need a part-time job, any recommendations...?

Work is great with lunch buddy (thanks for coming down! :>) and finding out that Xue Er works at Bugis too! Yay another lunch buddy
Can't wait to see my girls on sat. Freaking miss them. ):

Anyway results out.
IMR - A
RI - A
RPB - Z
MM - Z
RP3 - B
fuck that fucking B.

How's yours?