Need to post something to rid my friend's page of something. Zzzz.

Anyway 5 more weeks to go! Time flies and my colleague was saying by the last week I'll be saying I miss them already. Ha ha quite true, esp since we've gotten closer now.. 4th week at Marcomm alrdy, zoom zoom dem fast! Love it here at marcomm, I shall keep quiet and not say anything about going to other departments heh.

The office is extremely quiet w.o my noisy colleague opp me - there's only 6 of us in the office right naooooo. My thighs and back and arms ache very badly, must be because of Saturday and I need to run around the mall in a while.. Anw! Sat was awesomeeeeeeeee shitz phuture never fails, although there's a tad too many boys around ZZZ. the girls tried the super flamo and it really flamed us. ha ha! Can't wait for moreeeeeeee partying time after J's exams :D

& on a sidenote, re-thinking my life and what I wanna do in future.. If things work out, then maybe..

 Can everyone stop telling me it's going to get better when clearly, it hasn't been the case? I've tried my best already but I have no idea why I get this kind of treatment/workplace/job. It gets demoralizing day by day and when I try to talk about it, I realize not everyone understands what I'm trying to say or why I'm so upset with the whole thing. I'm not expecting a lot right now, I just want things to do, to be able to account to myself, my lecturer and my grades. You have no idea how I'm feeling right now, it's so bad that I cry myself to sleep everyday, wake up with swollen eyes and try to pretend everything is okay, go to work, come back feeling worse and the cycle repeats. I'd rather I work in a retail shop when I can still serve customers and arrange goods even when there're no customers. I just need things to do. 

I still have 8 more weeks. Really need time to fly. 

Had the most demoralizing day ever - yesterday. But it was still good in a way because I get to see all the schoolmates, and in school. Didn't get to hang out with the girls proper though, was pretty much looking forward to it..

Talking to Sam Tan always makes me feels like shit at first, then opening my eye up to different things. Just need to have a good cry and everything will be okay. Things will look up, yes no yes? Yes. Lunched with Kev Sam and Jyong and movie-ed with Eve, Lao Fu Zi and Da Fan Shu. ha ha the twins of the day made my day just laughing at them.

Had a stupid quarrel with the PMS-y mum yesterday and made me ruined my plans for the night. As usual, and as like before, sent a text and got no reply. Whatever happened to " Im still here, jst that i wasnt there does not mean i left. Hope youl understand." Hate myself for giving in to you and believing you still time after time. Thanks tho to JY for talking to me and smelly head for sending me cyber tissues to cheer me up.

Appreciated much.

8 more weeks. I will get through this. 

Hellooooo looks like I've been neglecting this space since forever.
SIP started, oh wait did I say that already? Sighhh. Past week was torturous simply because I have nothing to do. Feels like I'm there to obstruct people's usual work routine and kinda like an "extra". Super dread going to work everyday 'cos I have to find things to do and act busy just because my seat is smacked right in front of the centre manager.

BUT I finally see hope yesterday after my manager talked to me. Seriously, I was so elated that I quickly texted India Boy about it and smiled for the rest of the day. Finallyyyyy can look forward to going to work. My colleagues are however, super duper nice to me, always asking me to go for breaks and even home early, ask me to go see a doctor blablabla.

Talking about seeing a doctor. I've been having this irritating sore throat for 2 weeks. 2 bloody weeks. And finally finally, seems like it's getting better. (: Met JY (the male one) for dinner yesterday and BOY, was it good. Not just the food, but the company. Missed hanging out with people my age and just laughing out over silly things, dressed in casual and my oh-so-comfortable sneakers. ;)

& I can finally collect my Hello Kitty phone. AWESOME. Gonna go sell the OMNIA in a while, but I need to figure out how to transfer all my messages into the computer. SUPER MEGA SAD if I have to delete all of them ):

LOOOONG WEEKEND AHEAD. Kick-started it with awesome supper at Swee Choon with JS and SF yesterday. Sweeeeeeet. Super miss Swee Choon, been SO LONG since I last went there. Missing my girls again, even though I just met them on Wednesday for a quick catch up. MORE OF THEM PLEASE. Miss you all so freaking much ):

Anyhows, I've retired from clubbing. YES. Am gonna miss out on so much funnnnn. But wells, I've had my good share of fun over this past 7 months of clubbing. LOTS OF DRAMA & I can't stand it further. But these last few times of clubbing was awesome shitz, I'll come back when there's a birthday to celebrate :>

I'M WORKING IN BUGIS OFFICE TOWER, JIO ME FOR LUNCH IF YOU HAVE OFF-DAYS! ('Cos sometimes I can go for longer-than-my-usual-1-hr breaks. heeeheee)

 
SIP started and it wasn't too bad at all. Colleagues are fun, supervisors are friendly and take good care of me.
Thank God tomorrow is Friday! Party on Saturday, chalet on Sunday.
I need a part-time job, any recommendations...?

Work is great with lunch buddy (thanks for coming down! :>) and finding out that Xue Er works at Bugis too! Yay another lunch buddy
Can't wait to see my girls on sat. Freaking miss them. ):

Anyway results out.
IMR - A
RI - A
RPB - Z
MM - Z
RP3 - B
fuck that fucking B.

How's yours?

No words can describe how humiliated I felt, by you.
How can you bear to do such things, say such things, to other people. And worse still, letting me find out about it.
I treated you like a good friend, no, better than that, and what did I get in return?
Fuck you very much, get out of my life.



Anyhows, Butter was awesome with the boys and my three girls. Although Jiayu left early, but we still had much fun!!
There were SOOOOOOOOOOOO many familiar faces at Butter that night.
& thank God for no dramas. & hope the birthday boy felt the loveeeeeee and I know you had SO MUCH FUN right!!


We took so many bloody photos I'm still waiting for them to be uploaded on photobucket.
Never had so much fun in the club before, who says clubbing is all about grinding people and making out with random strangers, or worst, friends? -.-
Love the part where the boys, half of whom I don't even know, surround us and jump around us heeeheee. Like what Sam said, made us feel protected and special and it's crazyyyyyy to just laugh and dance and laugh and dance with them hahaha.


The girls came over to my crib and we took photos again -.- haha. Nish says she felt smarter in my PJs. LOL.
We should have a stay-over soon! & our Zoo trip, night cycling and all the what-nots! SIP starting soooooooon ):


Butter that night is good enough to announce my retirement. HA HA HA. but 12th's going to be the last.
SO DRAINED from all the clubbing sessions.
BUT if fun people like JS and shifu and gang asks us along, (i don't actually minddddddd going. heeeeeeeh)


CHEERS to friendship, birthdays, no-dramas, BUTTER and fuck-it-SIP.

 


"Even if I ran right now, swore you off. I’d still come back somehow. Like here I am now."

wonder why I still carry on when I'm getting this kind of treatment. 

 

Seriously, I think my life will be a much better one without all the dramas and unhappiness caused by you, on me, alone. 
I'm more determined than ever to just leave you aside, and to not bother about you already. 
Who cares what happened in the past anymore? If I did, it's because of what you did to me to hurt me and upset me than to make me happy and loved like a friend. 

Who treats a friend like that anyway?

Not gonna bother so much about people who don't deserve a shit from me anymore. 
Life's good at Hello Kitty land now anyway, right girls? (:

 
Sooooo, while I'm in school now waiting for my cousin's lecture to end, I shall update you guys (those who're interested) about the stay in Melbourne.
So far, I LOVEEEE Melbourne, TTM. 
Seriously, this is the best city I've ever been to, and I really really love it. The people here are so warm and friendly, the food here is in SUPER BIG PORTIONS (hua I don't think you will ever feel hungry here), shopping is good with the hugeass Supre store and many other brands.. The downside? The high standard of living of course, a pack of potato chips costs me $2 and bubble tea is $5 here. I miss my cup walker! 

First day was spent in the city, where I tried on 18 pcs of clothes from Supre heh heh. I asked the girl "Hi what's the max. no of pieces I can bring in with me?" and she just smiled and said "As many as you like!" wooo so she gave me 2 "5 Pcs" and 2 "4 Pcs" tag and brought me to the biggest fitting room hahahah! Happy like siao. & I bought 6 of them, this cropped blazer only $20! and this topshop lookalike feather top only $10. you can imagine how I was smiling and grinning away at the cash counter lol. Then walked around to Federation Square and all. 

We wanted to go see penguins at night. PENGUINS!! Took a tram to St. Kilda's BUT no penguins. LOTS OF FOOD though. Look at my facebook photos, the ones with lots of cakes and cupcakes, and the hugeass burger that totally owns Carl's Junior's. SERIOUSLY. It's damn good never eaten such good burgers before. hahaha. We took pictures at the beach while waiting for the penguins to come home (but sadly they didn't and the weather was too freaking cold) and I was SO NEAR to Seven's (this popular club in Melb) but nahhh I didn't club. Not going to unless there's special occasions already. 

Second day was to the city again haha. This time round we went to Melbourne Central. Went to JayJay's, Valleygirl, Sportsgirl and all that jazz. YESSS bought clothes again  ha ha ha and I saw the $50 Tiger. Tempted to buy but I just decided to walk around first. Then the lazy us went back to the hotel andddd I actually fell alseep. Ditched the plan to head to DFO and just continued to nuaaa and then head out to this Chinese+Korean cuisine restaurant for din. DAMN GOOD FOOD love the rice cakes esp. And the lamb and beef on sizzling hot plates haha. Damn good food at damn big portion and at a damn high price. $55 just for the both of us. 

Next dayyy, we went to Smith's street and got havaianas. The WHOLE WALL is filled with slippers and I got 5 pairs, 2 for myself only uhhhh. Then to this surfer brands shop, storewide 60%! but I didn't get anything. ha ha ha. And then to this adidas store, got daddy a tee and myself a jacket - freaking ass CHEAP not going to tell you how much heh heh!

Then my cous had to go for lessons, and I walked from Lygon to city. On my own. Am I good or what? heee heee. Went to buy my Tiger, then to Jayjay's, then to Supre ha ha. I spent so much money yesterday la!! I'm totally broke nowwwww. Oh then we went to DFO, got this CHEAPASS jacket from cotton on, you know those with the furry hoody and keeps you warm during winter? FREAKING CHEAPPP. Cheap like madddd. ha ha ha and got a HK Pullover from Jayjay's. Thennn we went to have Korean BBQ for dinner. PORK BELLY was awesomeeeee upload photos later, girls you will loveeee it. I help you girls test test already. =p

OH and at night we went to The Original Lollipop Store, LOTSA CANDIES. Like I stepped into the harry potter world. (speaking of HP I haven't freaking watched the movie zzzzzz) Bought candiessss and chocolates =DDDD

Am going over to Victoria market in a while. CANDIESSS NOUGATSSS and Krispy Kremes anyone?
(:

 
Now that I am being forced to stay at home, I have abso. nothing to do ):
& I dn even have the mood to blog...
I want to go out and eat good food. Sashimi~~ 

 

Turns out that when I need someone to talk to, I can't find anyone.
Whatever happened to close friends, and best friends?
Hurr.

And to people who have been spouting nonsense behind my back, fuck you all. Seriously.
Get a fucking life and quit talking about other people when it doesn't even concern you at all.

Mother fuckers.

 

 

Mid-sems test over. Friday saw me shopping the whole fucking day, Saturday saw me at Ngee Ann City again and then din with Spencer!
Been long since I last saw that ass, and some things just never change yea. Am glad we get to sit down, have a good awesome dinner and just chat and chat. We were at the place at 630PM and we left at around 9 plus? And continued for a second round of H2HT (quote him hahaha) at Coffe Club.

DINNER WAS AWESOME. Sorry Nish I don't have pictures of the food 'cos they were really too nice and we just gobbled them up. IMBBBAAAAAA crayfish and oysters yumyum. Imagine two silly heads going @.@ over oysters hahahah. What is chompchomp's oyster's omelette man! heh.

& yes that's the only photo we took. We two are not a photo couple/friends, BUT things will be different will MELMEL around. can't wait for that havoc girl to be back, MEL MEL! SPENC SAYS WE SHOULD TOTALLY GO CLUB TOGETHER!!!!!! We can ask the girls along toooooooo. & that'll be like the last time I'm going to club man haha. 

I hope I get to book my air tickets by today/tomorrow and fly over over the weekends. PLEASEEEEE MAKE IT HAPPEN.
Need a getaway badly.